Today is such a weird day after all the emotions yesterday. Family ‘meetings’ that are made up of people whom you don’t consider family and that turn into a whirlwind of accusations and denials are hard. It feels good to get it all out there and said, but it leaves you feeling dissatisfied that you could have/should have said more. That all leaves you feeling like you’ve survived something but are unsure about the future. Where are the new team lines? Who do we trust and with what?
I spent the morning mood-eating and looking at vintage Tupperware on eBay. Therapeutic. I have some beautiful yarn coming that I ordered earlier in the week as I knew this situation was coming. Can’t wait for it to get here and help me move on. I’m going to go squeeze my dogs and be thankful for the true family I have.
Duck Watching
